January 2012
19 posts
And of course, I managed to get sick yet again. I don’t even know how or the cause, but I’m pretty sure it’s another stomach virus. Great, I have my last finals tmrw and now I don’t know if I’m well enough to go and if I’ll be able to make it up. And I didn’t study for chem cause I’ve been too busy puking.
Fuck. What do I do.
Profile: Effie Trinket
thecapitolcouture:
EFFIE TRINKET
HER TRIBUTES AREN’T THE ONLY THINGS TO LOOK FORWARD TO THIS SEASON.
With a keen eye towards cutting edge trends and a willingness to break boundaries, Capitol-born style icon and District 12 Escort Effie Trinket has been a fashion pioneer since her very first Hunger Games. She has been known to take the iconic building blocks of contemporary Capitol fashion...
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Check your 'self before you wreck yo'self.
More and more, I’m starting to see everyone’s true colors. All I can say- I’m fucking disappointed. I thought I deserved better; heck. If I knew I’d be stuck in the position I would have done alot of things different. I could however, make a post all in resent or express in colors.
At least I’m making my emotions worthy.
drivenhearted:
“Go to sleep.”
“I’m still drunk right now.”
“Hah, that doesn’t surprise me.”
Your drunk phone calls—I hate them. I hate them so much that I would storm into your house and hit you with a glass bottle of beer, laying down unconscious than to be on the phone with you. Sometimes I don’t know why I answer your call anyways. I guess I’m just hoping that maybe we can have a real...
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“She would be my queen, I could be her king, together. She would make me cool,...”
– Lupe Fiasco (The Coolest)
Before you wonder why people act a certain way towards you, note your attitude, the way you talk to specific people and the words you say.
Then maybe you’ll notice something.
Top 45 places to go in 2012.
I always hear bad stuff about Oakland, but it’s not really that bad. Oakland made TOP 5! Can’t wait to grow older, &try these places out:
http://travel.nytimes.com/2012/01/08/travel/45-places-to-go-in-2012.html?pagewanted=all
How do I improve when you tell me not to? It’s like I try and you’re rejecting me. What am I suppose to say— disagree &do it anyways? I keep telling myself that our timing is off, that if we were in another life we would be great friends and do great things. I keep trying to find excuses why what would fit perfectly, didn’t. But I guess we are both at fault, and that I...
So Proud of You
Today was the first day of conditioning for the swim season and the first longest practice I ever had, about 2 hrs &a half. I’m so used to the 45 minute practice, that it felt so wierd to be in the pool when the sun was going down. Long story short, I did 1900 in the pool— 38 LAPS! Not bad for someone who has been very dehydrated, got a arm cramp that wouldn’t go away (I...
Last night made me realize things really don’t change because of another new year. I mean I know it doesn’t, but it was put it motion yesterday. I still have the same problems, insecurities, and etc. I’m willing to try to change those, and try to look past it but half the time I feel like I’m going way too easy on myself and fooling myself. Why should I feel the need to...
Is it bad that when I think of you I see you now as an individual ¬ by my side?
Ice Skating, Chuckie Cheese &New Years Eve Party.
I had an eventful past 3days, the least I could do is record the last bits on my 2011.
Dec. 29th Union Square Ice Rink- I was pretty excited, it has been WAY too long since I’ve been out with just my friends and not worrying. Got up @ 10 &walked with Soriya to Lonna’s. Got there @ 1 & she just woke up. She looked so sleepy getting the door, so cute! Her sister drove us to Lake...
December 2011
28 posts
Grapevine.
I forgot how grapevine works; that if you tell ONE person something somehow everyone knows. And that’s probably one person telling another individual and it being passed down.
Just when I start putting my guard down— I remember to be more cautious.
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01: Unforgettable events in 2011
First New Years kiss
Surprise Valentines gift on my doorstep
ENDLESS &dreadful study sessions— pretty much an overwhelming soph year that taught me to do better
fieldtrips with ESA
Late night outings at Kansai, bowling or other things
CATALINA— night time snorkeling &watching glow in the dark plankton; kayaking; the boat rides w/ seasick ppl &watching the sunrise
...
2011 Reflection Challenge
blaaahitsautumnn:
riannecg:
Day 1: A few things you will never forget in 2011. Day 2: Relationship(s). Day 3: The best day. Day 4: The worst day. Day 5: The most memorable moment. Day 6: Your best friend(s). Day 7: Your birthday. Day 8: The funnest getaway. Day 9: The end of last school year/the beginning of this one. Day 10: New Year resolutions.
WILL DO :)
Dia: “In other words, ‘don’t...
Post Christmas
I guess we can say I’m bittersweet about the holidays because people start to expect too much. The feeling of wondering who will be a true friend & get you a gift, and if it’s what was on your wishlist. The need to give hugs, be more cheery than normal days when Christmas should be like any ordinary day.
Hm, I guess that’s what I should expect to see on the internet yet I...
Keep your head up, little one.
Don’t ever think you’re the only one that wants to sacrifice just to fit in and feel “welcomed” in a certain group because most likely there are others feeling the same, but don’t want to admit it.
People have their moments of insecurity and vulnerability; but remember to stay true to yourself and don’t give into peer pressure even if that makes you lonely,...
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when you accidentally step on your pet's foot
Dog: IT'S OK I LOVE YOU ANYWAYS YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND COME ON LET'S GO PLAY!!!!!
Cat: What the fuck? Do you have any idea what you just did? You stepped on my fucking foot, you moron. I will not accept your apology so easily I'll just leave you for a while and hide and when you come near me I'll hiss at you bitch. Go on a diet you fatass maybe then it won't hurt so goddamn much.
Doing Insanity for 2 weeks.
simonloo:
Time to get lean, and go back to school skinnier.
Haha, me &donna are doing the same!
College kids.
thiendo: WHATS HOSPITALABLE
thiendo: Does that mean ppl can put me in hospitals
hollaaaye: NO.
hollaaaye: means youre nuturing
hollaaaye: like when you let someone in your house
thiendo: Cause dat be untrue. I kelll dem peeps.
thiendo: LOLOL
hollaaaye: "thanks for your hospitality"
thiendo: I like my definition
thiendo: Huehuehue
There’s always different sides of the story that you will always here & you always have to choose, which is true? Life gets so tiring. To hear all the pain people go through, all the lies. Who has true intentions and fake ones? Sometimes I want to make people see the things I see, &see what’s going on in theirs, but I can’t. No matter how fast time passes by, don’t...
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Look in the crystal ball.
The tornado has been here for a while, but none of us seemed to want to evacuate. We thought it was best to not speak of it and maybe it’ll just fade away. Now we lie in its destruction, with no words exchanged. We all clearly see its damage, but if we don’t say it out loud- It means it never happened right? Maybe we can clean up the mess without acknowledgement of destruction. My lips remained...
Rumour has it.
Speaking ill of someone doesn’t make you any better. In a matter of fact, talking shit just discredits yourself. Everyone lives a different life; some are more driven while others are pushed to be the best and others, may be too lazy to seek their potential. Some have gone through personal traumatizing experiences that they don’t want to see again, some never seen what abuse is. People...
November 2011
11 posts
Note to self:
Eat MORE fruits, at least a full fruit a day..
Start drinking Green Tea.
Naps when I get home.
Less second guessing, more deciding.
And of course.. I got sick again and I’m nowhere near better. Lol, they might as well call me bug. Back to the ghettto life of me. I just experienced what happens when you boil peanut butter cause it’s too hard- it turns into powder. Lolz.
lynettemofukka:
I can point fingers, but my hands aren’t clean either.